Well as suspected I didn’t get to the website to collect my money and go shopping. My time of sitting on the computer and playing around is very limited. I have just enough time to get on and handle my business. Not to mention, I’m not too fond of shopping anyway. Nevertheless, here 2 wks later, is the result of my second check.
This time around I realized that I often tell myself “I have everything that I need” and “I don’t need to go shopping” because I DON’T like shopping. This has lead me to buying “any ol’ thing” in a hurry. Or just avoiding the stores all together and making do with what I have. I’ve always chalked this up to a great spiritual assessment that I’m not materialistic. And maybe that is true to some extent. But it also leaves me completely out of touch with what I like. Clothes and dressing has become more of a utilitarian experience. Whereas it use to be about expressing my unique style. My creativity and passion of color is completely absent and I know that leaves me unbalanced in other areas! I need to go shopping just to stir up my creativity, passion and unique style again.